I Don't Know How To Love Him

 
 
 
 
 
 
 

I don't know how to love him.
What to do...How to move him.
I've been changed...
Yes...really changed.
In these past few days...
When I've seen myself...
I seem like someone else.


I don't know how to take this?
I don't see why he moves me?
He's a man...he's just a man.
And I've had so many men before.
In very many ways...
He's just one more.


Should I bring him down?
Should I scream and shout?
Should I speak of love?
Let my feelings out.
I never thought I'd come to this.
What's it all about?


Don't you think it's rather funny?
I should be in this position.
I'm the one who's always been...
So calm...So cool...No lover's fool.
Running every show.
He scares me so.


I never thought I'd come to this.
What's it all about?


Yet...if he said he loved me.
I'd be lost...I'd be frightened.
I couldn't cope...just couldn't cope.
I'd turn my head...I'd back away.
I wouldn't want to know.
He scares me so.


I want him so.
I love him so.