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Breaking The Habit

Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I´m picking me apart again
You all assume
I´m safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again

I don´t want to be the one
The battles always choose
Cause inside I realize
That I´m the one confused

I don´t know what´s worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don´t know why I instigate
And say what I don´t mean
I don´t know how I got this way
I know it´s not alright
So I´m
Breaking the habit
Tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again

I don´t want to be the one
The battles always choose
Cause inside I realize
That I´m the one confused

I don´t know what´s worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don´t know why I instigate
And say what I don´t mean
I don´t know how I got this way
I´ll never be alright
So I´m
Breaking the habit
Tonight

I´ll paint it on the walls
Cause I´m the one at fault
I´ll never fight again
And this is how it ends

I don´t know what´s worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
To show you what I mean
I don´t know how I got this
I´ll never be alright
So I´m
Breaking the habit
Breaking the habit
Tonight